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White Trash VHS
03:15
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laughin' broken glass
talkin' til my head hurts
vhs white trash
smiling see you later
crashing through the void
remembering my family
apologies unfold
into flowers of humanity
closer than before
on the edge of being
the same fuck up as before
dying in a secret
sick refusing sleep
childhood hides in dreams
somewhere out of reach
safe from all bad feelings
come downs wearin' out
all that blood and guts
your guilt is gonna put you down
while you're begging for forgiveness
mercy kill the past
descending from heaven
vhs white trash
demonic possessions
in her dying words
as her tape is rotting
vhs white trash
gives you one more problem
a poison afterlife
but that's her trip not mine
forgive me when i die
bury me inside your life
my little
white trash vhs
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2. |
She Keeps it Alive
01:57
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judgement see me dead
speak her name so softly in my head
her weariness is mine
she keeps it alive
the curse that summoned me
is coughing up dull praises for her grief
i gaze into her eyes
she keeps it alive
blacked out drawing blood
bad intentions tearing out my guts
pointless sacrifice
she keeps it alive
cut myself at work
walked outside forgot about the world
weakness rot me wild
she keeps it alive
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3. |
Bailey Jay
02:25
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bailey jay
promises made
to bring me down
to what i am now
vicious dreams
carve out your name
endlessly in touch
with one another's pain
we don't know how to love
we don't know how
bailey jay
dead ambitions
bear the weight
of everything you've ever done
use my needs
turn to desire
honestly bleeds and blurs
between us all the time
we don't know how to love
we don't know how
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our ugly symmetry
meant everything to me
but after all this time
it's come to mean nothing
and my wrists somehow forgot
that quiet parking lot
or one year later
on your roof top
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5. |
Satan Made a Mansion
02:06
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caving to a feeling
cave in to my mind
satan made a mansion
for our love to live when it dies
confess me to a graveyard
quit fucking with my mind
hold me for forever
eyes prettier than suicide
caving to a feeling
cave in to my mind
satan made a mansion
for our love to live when it dies
fuck me in the graveyard
confessions always in my mind
keep them for forever
eyes prettier than suicide
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6. |
Partners in Crime
02:52
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innocent, her tiny wrists
are tying down an endlessness
lingering in an abyss
a broken heart cannot resist
a buried past is flowering
around the church of suffering
don't let it in
lost within our hotel room
i kiss your neck and leave a bruise
time drags me away from you
but won't put me down or
cut me loose
a buried past is flowering
around the church of suffering
don't let it in
we'll never ride their
prison line
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7. |
Burn a Church
03:38
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dig her
don't you just dig her?
bite down
draw blood from your sister
satan
kisses me gently
get real
you'll fall for anything
dig her
my dead first girlfriend
bite down
soak these little problems
satan
wake me in the morning
get real
kill me whenever you want to
i want you
i want you to
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8. |
Virgin Veins
02:35
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what a drag
beautiful and sad
a graveyard on the sun
fucking up
you just self destruct
abandoned and undone
the heart is a monument
to a childhood of abuse
a quiet suffering
that knows no one wants you
so lonely
so ugly
and confused
virgin veins
hold the rushing pain
of a past that cannot die
crippling everything
in cages of desire
the heart is a monument
to a childhood of abuse
a quiet suffering
that knows no one wants you
so lonely
so ugly
and confused
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9. |
Survivor's Guilt
01:39
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expectations weigh on me
to satisfy these endless needs
and i don't care and i don't know why
maybe i'm no good inside
all this wasted time
to see your fucked up life
become mine
all these thoughts just won't be still
i bless my habit, pray to pills
i can't be part of your life
until i know how to die
all this wasted time
to see your fucked up life
become mine
fake flowers begin to wilt
in this house my heart had built
to keep me far away from us
i know i'm not brave enough
keep me far away from us
i'll never be brave enough
all this wasted time
to see your fucked up life
become mine
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10. |
Marie (No Sleep)
02:46
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terrified sunlight
rising in your eyes
never wanted to try
your first boyfriend died
spirits still rip through your mind
you can leave this world behind
but when you do be kind to me
marie, no sleep
come on rock the void
lonely and so paranoid
put me in my place
put me in my place
your first boyfriend died
spirits still rip through your mind
you can leave this world behind
but when you do be kind to me
marie, no sleep
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11. |
Posthumous Release
02:56
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dust breathed in stuck pacing the ground
holding on to what you found once the clock
can't remember everything
the clock
i've never known someone who wasn't lonely
no one has ever known me
no one
our old man says he's living in hell
well you checked yourself in
you can check yourself out
i was born knowing one thing
i was born
maybe it's just how you think
your grand misperception
through your mass coloring
you can't hide what you don't show
i feel you breaking from deep below
a saint now in the same dream
a saint
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