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Blue Suicide

by Coma Cinema

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1.
the sad queen of everything buys her way into yr dreams to burn the evil palace down and drag the corpse out of the ground to take zolpidem at heaven's gate to purify this holy weight drag your claws across the sea crying over everything you eat held apart, begging your fear to hold your hand for one more year prostitutes for hope align the bad ideas inside your mind to turn your thoughts away from love toward slave driving karmic blood yr giving birth in the prison pit cause no one cares it's easier to quit no one cares it's easier to quit
2.
Hell 01:21
the only thing permanent about true love is the pain you feel when it goes so turn yr back on forever run from the past as it explodes you are a mirror image of a god you'll never know who created hell to show you how to be alone break the heart of the one you love to serve the one you fear so used to self abuse by now because the end is always near and you're a mirror image of a girl you'll never know who waits in hell so you don't have to be alone
3.
better vultures shake tear me through your mouth nothings going to come between us now nothings going to separate us now if yr willing to eat what the vultures will not rape my broken will are you hungry enough to kill? murderous heat of the space you cannot fill murderous heat of the space you'll never fill unless yr willing to eat what the vultures will not shake in my lungs shake black flies dry me out satan raised in a heart that's coming down satan raised in a heart that's coming down i am willing to eat what the vultures will not are you willing to eat what the vultures will not?
4.
Lindsey 01:48
frozen dog hanging by a chain over the fire in the yard oh my god little bones that break and free me from my haunted house sing your simple shyness pretty heart lover now torn apart on weekends you spend in your bed alone oh my god misery is tangible it makes your hunger new sing your simple shyness pretty heart
5.
yr tiny hands don't understand desolation's plan unnatural feelings fill this room to take the natural part of you and if i go too long without hearing your voice everything goes all wrong mornings are the worst throwing up the bitter curse of endless suffering for something not meant to be and if i go too long without hearing your voice everything goes all wrong
6.
caroline i miss you more than i ever wanted i don't know you but i know you are beautiful caroline your eyes are little pools of death you're a waste of my time but i couldn't care less caroline please kill me send my spirit to your mind i will hang out in yr feelings until the end of time she's so over it caroline i love you more than i ever wanted i don't want you i don't want you to go away caroline your eyes are dead like outer space and i know that i am boring i can read it in yr face caroline please kill me send my spirit to yr mind i will hang out in yr feelings until the end of time she's so over it
7.
Wondering 02:28
wondering what it's like to die oh what am i supposed to do? now that i let you inside and yr painting my spirit blue true colors never dry not for you and i and my love has got it in for you found the voice that dragged me out of bed so i know it's gonna be alright if we don't get uptight and fearful of what might never happen if we try and listen to the light cause your love is keeping me alive it's not something that we're ever gonna understand i'll keep it together as long as I can until the need inside your heart has died i will try try try torn apart but together in a dream oh that's how you come to me and now yr gonna set me free? from this awful mystery that's been coloring my life but love always survives it's alright yea it's always right
8.
torn apart from everyone her sinking sun i watch it die took a sick day to bleed inside something not meant to be you were so convincing in some heaven white i watch it die animals begging to eat they can't survive not meant to be flowers of skin and bone we're all alone waiting to die take me from this evil place in your twisting arms not meant to be water rushes through my heart it's torn apart by yr trusting eyes sickening bodies tied to easy lies not meant to be
9.
i can't tell if yr feeling well or if you want to die if there's love inside yr mind i want to make it mine feeling like a crystal ball with bad news inside if there's love inside yr mind i want to make it mine if i can't find a way to let this hatred go the anger trapped inside my heart can only grow until i don't know myself or anybody else i can't tell if yr feeling well or if you want to die if there's love inside yr mind i want to make it mine
10.
Gentlewoman 02:17
gentlewoman scar take flight i was out for such a long time without windows dry as a done i came too, came in alone gentlewoman please will you try as hard as you can you will understand you will understand me saw you so briefly can never be sure lingering sweetly there is no cure begging and pleading chewing your food hungry, ugly, pitiful you gentlewoman please will you try as hard as you can you will understand you will understand me
11.
Whatevering 02:28
devastation's daughter has come and gone for what? to simplify my suffering as something i can trust why decide or die or stare into this wreck you think you are alone but you haven't run me off yet if you lean your heart a little closer to my mouth i promise to bite down set apart whatevering together and alone the pretty animals just talk shit to your bones sorry hands rememeber teeth cold outside but underneath the confusion of your clothes tangled up around my fingers if you lean your heart a little closer to my mouth i promise to bite down
12.
Eva Angelina 04:13
working in a state of fear crying underwater the last few years spent inside a house i hate paper peeled off the walls create a word devoid of all meaning blood inside yr head begins boiling to the surface i have not seen yet watching your parents bury your first pet i want to know what eva angelina knows sister i don't know your face pleading eyes leave a desperate trace of light that glimmers bright in hell everyone around is feeling well had another lucid dream but this time i did not do anything listen to yourself talk who has the time to be remembered? i want to know what eva angelina knows
13.
Wrecked 01:40
i have accepted i will not survive my heart i am wrecked and ready to die being alive makes makes me feel like a whore and it's nice it's alright i am already bored drown in a river crash in a plane you will turn into water you will turn into flames nothing i want no one i want to be everyone that i love is in hell here with me
14.
Blue Suicide 02:35
crucified to my past lives be my blue suicide self esteem makes little sense primitive and malcontent i guess a smile has it's place but there's a skull under my face it's in control i do what i'm told lovers in self denial fucking execution style drown the summer burn the beach going under drinking bleach can you stay legit and keep it real while your hunger begs you for mass appeal? so you can hide from what time won't heal
15.
spinning circles slept on the floor in your house wearing on my mind on acid blowing smoke into the rays of sun coming in through the blinds is your heart too big for it to ever be broken? blistering fingers playing broken instruments as we wait for our curse to end leave my head i'll pretend yr dead and never talk to you again is your heart too big for you to know that it's broken? leave my head leave my head leave my head leave my head

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Recorded throughout 2010 at the Off Key Corral.

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released March 15, 2011

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