Blue Suicide

by Coma Cinema

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Recorded throughout 2010 at the Off Key Corral.

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released 15 March 2011

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Track Name: Business as Usual
the sad queen of everything
buys her way into yr dreams
to burn the evil palace down
and drag the corpse out of the ground
to take zolpidem at heaven's gate
to purify this holy weight
drag your claws across the sea
crying over everything you eat

held apart, begging your fear
to hold your hand for one more year
prostitutes for hope align
the bad ideas inside your mind
to turn your thoughts away from love
toward slave driving karmic blood
yr giving birth in the prison pit
cause no one cares it's easier to quit

no one cares it's easier to quit
Track Name: Hell
the only thing permanent about true love
is the pain you feel when it goes
so turn yr back on forever
run from the past as it explodes

you are a mirror image
of a god you'll never know
who created hell
to show you how to be alone

break the heart of the one you love
to serve the one you fear
so used to self abuse by now
because the end is always near

and you're a mirror image
of a girl you'll never know
who waits in hell
so you don't have to be alone
Track Name: Greater Vultures
better vultures shake
tear me through your mouth
nothings going to come between us now
nothings going to separate us now

if yr willing to eat
what the vultures will not

rape my broken will
are you hungry enough to kill?
murderous heat of the space you cannot fill
murderous heat of the space you'll never fill

unless yr willing to eat
what the vultures will not

shake in my lungs shake
black flies dry me out
satan raised in a heart that's coming down
satan raised in a heart that's coming down

i am willing to eat what the vultures will not
are you willing to eat what the vultures will not?
Track Name: Lindsey
frozen dog hanging by a chain
over the fire in the yard
oh my god little bones that break
and free me from my haunted house

sing your simple shyness pretty heart

lover now torn apart on weekends you spend
in your bed alone
oh my god misery is tangible it
makes your hunger new

sing your simple shyness pretty heart
Track Name: Desolation's Plan
yr tiny hands don't understand
desolation's plan
unnatural feelings fill this room
to take the natural part of you

and if i go too long
without hearing your voice
everything goes all wrong

mornings are the worst
throwing up the bitter curse
of endless suffering
for something not meant to be

and if i go too long
without hearing your voice
everything goes all wrong
Track Name: Caroline, Please Kill Me
caroline i miss you more than i ever wanted
i don't know you but i know you are beautiful
caroline your eyes are little pools of death
you're a waste of my time but i couldn't care less

caroline please kill me
send my spirit to your mind
i will hang out in yr feelings
until the end of time

she's so over it

caroline i love you more than i ever wanted
i don't want you i don't want you to go away
caroline your eyes are dead like outer space
and i know that i am boring i can read it in yr face

caroline please kill me
send my spirit to yr mind
i will hang out in yr feelings
until the end of time

she's so over it
Track Name: Wondering
wondering what it's like to die
oh what am i supposed to do?
now that i let you inside
and yr painting my spirit blue
true colors never dry
not for you and i
and my love has got it in for you

found the voice that dragged me out of bed
so i know it's gonna be alright
if we don't get uptight
and fearful of what might
never happen if we try
and listen to the light
cause your love is keeping me alive

it's not something that we're ever gonna understand
i'll keep it together as long as I can
until the need inside your heart has died
i will try try try

torn apart but together in a dream
oh that's how you come to me
and now yr gonna set me free?
from this awful mystery
that's been coloring my life
but love always survives
it's alright
yea it's always right
Track Name: Her Sinking Sun
torn apart from everyone
her sinking sun
i watch it die

took a sick day to bleed
inside something
not meant to be

you were so convincing
in some heaven white
i watch it die

animals begging to eat
they can't survive
not meant to be

flowers of skin and bone
we're all alone
waiting to die

take me from this evil place
in your twisting arms
not meant to be

water rushes through my heart
it's torn apart
by yr trusting eyes

sickening bodies tied
to easy lies
not meant to be
Track Name: Crystal Ball Broken
i can't tell if yr feeling well
or if you want to die
if there's love inside yr mind
i want to make it mine

feeling like a crystal ball
with bad news inside
if there's love inside yr mind
i want to make it mine

if i can't find a way
to let this hatred go
the anger trapped inside my heart
can only grow
until i don't know myself
or anybody else

i can't tell if yr feeling well
or if you want to die
if there's love inside yr mind
i want to make it mine
Track Name: Gentlewoman
gentlewoman
scar take flight
i was out for such a long time
without windows
dry as a done
i came too, came in alone

gentlewoman please
will you try as hard as you can
you will understand
you will understand me

saw you so briefly can never be sure
lingering sweetly there is no cure
begging and pleading
chewing your food
hungry, ugly, pitiful you

gentlewoman please
will you try as hard as you can
you will understand
you will understand me
Track Name: Whatevering
devastation's daughter has
come and gone for what?
to simplify my suffering
as something i can trust

why decide or die or
stare into this wreck
you think you are alone
but you haven't run me off yet

if you lean your heart
a little closer to my mouth
i promise to bite down

set apart whatevering
together and alone
the pretty animals just
talk shit to your bones

sorry hands rememeber teeth
cold outside but underneath
the confusion of your clothes
tangled up around my fingers

if you lean your heart
a little closer to my mouth
i promise to bite down
Track Name: Eva Angelina
working in a state of fear
crying underwater the last few years
spent inside a house i hate
paper peeled off the walls create
a word devoid of all meaning
blood inside yr head begins boiling
to the surface i have not seen yet
watching your parents bury
your first pet

i want to know
what eva angelina knows

sister i don't know your face
pleading eyes leave a desperate trace
of light that glimmers bright in hell
everyone around is feeling well
had another lucid dream
but this time i did not do anything
listen to yourself talk
who has the time to
be remembered?

i want to know
what eva angelina knows
Track Name: Wrecked
i have accepted
i will not survive my heart
i am wrecked and ready to die

being alive makes
makes me feel like a whore
and it's nice it's alright i am already bored

drown in a river
crash in a plane
you will turn into water you will turn into flames

nothing i want
no one i want to be
everyone that i love is in hell here with me
Track Name: Blue Suicide
crucified to my past lives
be my blue suicide
self esteem makes little sense
primitive and malcontent

i guess a smile has it's place
but there's a skull under my face
it's in control
i do what i'm told

lovers in self denial
fucking execution style
drown the summer
burn the beach
going under
drinking bleach

can you stay legit
and keep it real
while your hunger begs
you for mass appeal?

so you can hide
from what time
won't heal
Track Name: Tour All Winter
spinning circles slept on the floor
in your house wearing on my mind
on acid blowing smoke into the rays of sun
coming in through the blinds

is your heart too big for it to ever be broken?

blistering fingers playing
broken instruments as we wait
for our curse to end
leave my head i'll pretend yr dead
and never talk to you again

is your heart too big for you to know that it's broken?

leave my head
leave my head
leave my head
leave my head